You are a blow to my soul

 Do you ever feel so stuck and sucked by the earth beneath you

Can't thrive on your independent individual soul?

You ever feel like you are being used to death you have no expression to show?

I feel like I now know.. He won't leave me alone.

I feel such sadness how can you not tell

That I feel like a part of myself is dying over and over again

Why do you make me feel so...

I think about the people that have loved me

No one makes me feel as low

What a blow

To my soul.

Depravity knocking on my ego

 All those quiet things you do in the corner

with your wicked smile do not go unseen

Your depraved thoughts plastered on your face

It's like your're another person, for real.

I have no desire to be in the same category of thoughts as those filthy images

you wear on your neck like the heaviest and flashiest of necklaces

Sometimes i become so disgusted by it all.

Why am I in that category, you depraved soul?