Loving you scares me, there is a realization that I need someone like you but it confuses the shit out of me
You push me to be my best self, you provoke me to think and tolerate bigger, I can see the growth in me when im with you.
i hate saying it, but i love that you guide me, that you challenge me to be better, and in the kindest way ever
It is scary to me because I feel myself trusting you so much, believing in you so much, I am giving you the reigns. Please dont let me down...
However, at what point do I still make sure I am me?
I can acknowledge, I need the guidance, motivation and inspiration; but I dont want to lose me?
Wheres my balance? Because right now I am so happy to follow your need, because truly, AND I HATE TO SAY IT, i need it.
Hard to say i dont want to lose me when im not sure who me is right now
