Losing myself because of my lack of writing

Life feels like a constant string of responsibilities:

Taking care of my dad and being a part of my family, taking care of my dog, work responsibilities, being a girlfriend to a man I feel I am sometimes so different from..

My social life needs and my love and responsibilities to my friends.

I stopped doing things that make me feel like myself.

I do not work out anymore, I don't eat healthy anymore, I do not write stories anymore and I do not do poetry anymore...

An old friend asked me...

Hey I haven't seen you in a long time.... how's your writing going?

I almost cried.

Wiring is a part of me, it is partly how I define myself and it is what helps me understand myself, the world, and MYSELF IN THIS WORLD.

Today I promise I will get back to it.