I remember when I used to feel so in love I could not wait to share about it and talk about it and be so in that bubble of love that nothing else existed.
I do not think I have felt that way in years.
Maybe a part of me deserves to be stuck in an unhappy dramatic wild ass partnership with someone.
I thought I deserved better but I feel like all the good honest and righteous men are nowhere around and I am stuck between being alone or being with someone who isn't all bad but also makes me feel so alone.
Even as I write that out I know it is bullshit and I need to strive for better.
Or at least be OK to be alone. Surely, being alone must be better than how I feel right now.
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